Saying goodbye makes me feel like saying sorry.

So I have the greatest picture on earth. I almost wish I could post it guilt free. I just want to thank Emerson for having a camera phone. And Ellen for throwing the most kickass parties ever.

Needless to say, this is the last post I'll be making on this journal. This is momentous guys, I've had this journal since June 14th of 2004. And that is a long time. I didn't think I'd say goodbye, but seeing as technically I'm no longer a Singing Angel (officially I have until September... but whatever) I've created a new one to use throughout college, and you should all subscribe.

http://www.xanga.com/forever_a_singing_angel

Go for it please? Thanks.

Love for the last time,

Ashley Rudd, Class of 2006

Happiness is... everything. Have you looked at my new layout yet?

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyes

I did it... I finally accomplished the one last goal I had in Angels.

I am SO proud of myself, and I have about 235342 thankyous to write.

More later, remind me to say something about the speech.

~~'~<@EDIT@>~'~~

Whee roses.

So I definitely saw M:I:III. It's really good. Yeah. Uhhhm not much more to say than that, I think. OH I feel stupid but get this; I find myself conducting pretend interviews (cuz Tom got one, duh) and in them I've made up like tons of advice about Angels and it's like crazy, you know? but a lot of it is retelling my experiences and drawing from them. Also rambling.

*looks at previous entryness* Oooh the speech! *thinks* Oh yeah when I got up there (after Emerson attacked me and Ells and Meg told Charles to make me give the speech) I was seriously gonna say "I'd like to thank the Academy... you like me! You really like me!" but I never got the chance cuz I was hyperventilating. See, that award was the one goal I had left to be accomplished in Angels, and now that I've done that, I think I can finally move on and have fun in college. Can't wait for my grad party!

Currently Listening Chopin: Favorite Piano Works Some etude... see related

New layout.

What do I feel like doing today? Besides going to the best banquet in town, that is.

Wait until you see the outfit I got... it's GOAJUSSSSS.

It was birthday shopping. I got these terrycloth shorts... er I mean skort. It's navy blue and CUUUTE, I might wear it at the grad party over my tankini.

Aren't you excited for tonight?

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

quiz-happeh! squee!

You Are Pork

You like to think you're the other white meat, but many people don't want anything to do with you. You probably smoke. And it's likely that no body part of yours is off limits.

Your Eyes Should Be Gray

Your eyes reflect: Intensity and drive What's hidden behind your eyes: A sensitive soul

You Are Bart Simpson

Very misunderstood, most people just dismiss you as "trouble." Little do they know that you're wise and well accomplished beyond your years. You will be remembered for: starring in your own TV show and saving the town from a comet Your life philosophy: "I don't know why I did it, I don't know why I enjoyed it, and I don't know why I'll do it again!"

You Should Drive a Saturn Sky

You're sleek and smooth, and you need a car to match your hot persona. Besides, sometimes you want your top up - and sometimes you want it down.

You Are 23 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Your Quirk Factor: 65%

You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal. No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average."

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul